stress stress stress!renovation starts on monday!i only got 5 days to pack!and everyday oso not free!poor mummy is all stressed up which also makes me stress!haf to pack all de rubbish in my room!so much can!err haish!den i must help her pack de house oso!i dun tink it really makes a difference even if i help?! haha im too lazy!haiya but oso cannot be so mean! let her pack everything by herself!i shall be nice and help her pack tml lar!and tml's de finals!so nervous!!!so tired! had trng todae.girlfren din come to school todae.stupid ass.but luckily she came for trng.trng wasnt exactly light todae. it was kinda normal?stupid.yeps den went to rena's house to do de art thingy den went home!

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

heys!de finals is on wednesday!so fast!but so late!!!5plus!hope de weather will be nice!yeah.so tired!yesterdae slept stright away after i reached home.but bathed first lah.duh!went to lot1 wit chailert to have dinner after de race.both of us only=( so lonely!haha no larr!we tie with st.nics!and our baton passing was screwed up!so was sports school's!i tink st nics one was also screwed up!mmm better pray hard bout wed!!!-nervous-mrs sim just called me to tell me bout de race!haha she took so long to call me!mr koh was kinda nice yestedae,he really motivated us and all.dun find him dat bad anymore larhs.oh and ms sheku sucks!she go complain bout me to mrs ooi!den she sae she gonna give me a fair only! stupid bitch!and oh!ppl! must come down on wed!!! =) hehex!
aLL tHe WaY!!!

hello!!!i am stephanie!!!aka roger the worm!!hahas kaes stephanie is mad.400m SUCKS sucks sucks sucks...saw so many ppl todae.so shit..we got second!AIYAH ONLY FOR DE HEATS ONLY.missed finals by 1 sec plus plus.yeps...tonight must sleep early..so tired.my leg is itchy!!dawn is an idiot!!!!x) the reason dawn wanna sleep early because she scared her eyebags become darker!!dat stephanie rubbish lar!i wanna sleep early coz tml got impt. race!!must do well! trash cedar!!!yeps dunno lahh im toking rubbish.stephanie is violating me now!

mmm..tml must wake up very early.saw so mAny ppl todae!k la stephanie is crazy!betta go now!she's kachaoing! kks bye!

gonna sleep early so can dream of burgers..im hungry!!!-stephanie said dat! haha she LOVES humburgeers!! wahaha esp. those frm macdonalds! haha

hellos!!
hahah im back.
okay din update yesterday..
track was like so fun! our 4x100m timing is like sub54!! makes me feel so confident!
the sph race i hope we can be the champs!!
hahaha i love it so much.

okay im at lizzies house now. x)) me liz and stella ponned school.
and zhen is on her way here now!! haah i hope she gets lost. bleahhx.
lol. okays today is like so busy!! hafta make sushi later and maybe im staying at liz's house tonight!!
so fun!!
i want to do more of this man!!! i like!
x))

[fighter-]
not by spirit
not by might
just by power
saith the lord-

just came back frm trng!was raining cats and dogs just now!we were all drenched!my bag and my socks all soaking wet! did 4 by 1 todae.was so nice at first but i just had to drop de darn baton!arrgh!SORRY!!!was damn cartoon wen we dropped de baton!me and stella got a shock wen we dropped de baton!we just stared at each other blankly?den she was lik eh pick it up!den i huh?u pick it up!coz i tot dat de incoming runner should pick up de baton if it drops b4 it was passed?if not dq.haha den i said no!u pick it up!den stella said no!you!den i said YOU!!HURRY HURRY! haha den she picked it up den she hurry passed!haha so funny!we wasted lik more lik 5 secs!haha but we still werent last! yay!haha after dat we did 300m!so rubbish!my timing was horrible!worst 300m timing!he spilt us up into 2 grps.i was running wit liz,joyce,charlortte,sarah and sherie!how can i do 400m wen im already so damn tired after 300m!!

grandma just came!scared me k coz one guy suddenly called my house den i picked up den he was lik can u come and pick ur grandmother up?den i was lik huh????!!! den he saed come down now to pick ur grandma den my grandma toked to me den i orh orh orh den i hurry go down!haha it was de taxi driver actually!haha at first i tot he crazy ah! coz i din expect my ahma to come so late!!! she bought so MUCH food for me!!!so sweet!and she bought dis sliver necklace for me!haha some swan thing.t.a.k.a stuff normally all swan one wad rite!she sae swan good luck!den ask me wear for de race!so niceeeeEEE!!!but i dun lik swans!=) yay yay yay! just realised dat mr koh is actually quite nice.todae he talked to us and actaully kinda motivated us.yeah felt better after dat! kaes know wad I LOVE 300M!haha like real.tryin to motivate myself here..aiya i go eat my dinner now! too hungry!

just finished almost all my work!stupid mask for art.havent done de relief art yet!duno how to do!and maths!lucky sian tzu lent me all her work!![THANKS!] i practically just copied down every single thing!i cant get wat ooi talks abt in class so im lik kinda lost wen i saw de amt of work she gave us!at de rate im going its so comfirmed dat i'd probably fail de next maths test we have mans!i dun understand a single thing!MATHS sucks maths is de worst subject dat i eva hafta learn! its just so annoying!!hmph!havent started on my romeo and juliet book yet!duno wens de test oso!ooOO history test todae was tough for me!i just stared blankly at de question paper for 30secs den hurriedly started work!all de questions look de same to me?i just scribbled rubbish my my ans sheet!!!almost all my answers de same?!

tml our class haf de excursion thingy.but me and stella cant go!hafta go for trng coz competitions just round de corner!im lik so not a tiny weeny bit excited bout it at all!just de thought of it sucks!TOATALLY!err..just dun wanna run400 larrs!im gonna screw de whole thing up!den will let de other 3 runners down!i seriously cant run and dun want to run 400m!actually just dun wanna run anything more den 100m larr.it looks soooooo damn long!coach sae must sprint for de first 60m den coasting den relax swing arms,dun tighten blah blah blah but to me its just lik sprinting de whole damn way to de finishing?coach coach! wanna trick me only.make it sound so nice,so easy!and on sat we cannot go for de kc family day!can we just not run 4by4 instead?! make things easier for me and de teachers!dun haf to rush frm school all de way to serangoon!anywaes.todae had de 2nd part of learnin journey.duno wussup wit de coach jiow todae.so cranky!mmm. but still had a little fun larr.was so tired.almost dozed off.hahakimberly fernandez ANG.wahaha sounds nice huh? ks crap im gonna get murdered if she sees dis.she's gonna pluck out all my hair!den still can call me hairless? now u knoe why!k i duno wad im toking abt oso!

mummy saw de contracter todae!gonna renovate all de toilets,balcony doing some stuff oso,and kitchen,front door and paint some parts of de house.its gonna take mths man.den where i bathe wen dey renovating de toilets!dey gonna hack down all at one short ya knoe!oh i wanna go watch tv already! nites!

igors rocks!

just came back frm igors! it rocks man!damn nice!at first quite freaky wen we got into de tunnel kaes!de ghosts will just suddenly pop out of nowhere!gave me a shock!ermm de food was okae but de drink damn ex lor!1 glass of lime juice almost 7 bucks already!de ghosts all so friendly so nice!den got dis pregnant ghost!i tot he was a girl ks!really look lik one! de show was quite nice also!and we got a glow in de dark doggie bone!haha i got two!coz i found one outside!! ohh and i accidently whacked dis girl's ear!she looked quite pissed den after dat den okae..SORRY!den dere was dis butch!she was dancing like CRAZY! she just kept shaking lik nobody's business!so funny! and dey made dis guy strip!!muahaha and he really did!he took off everything!except his undies!thank god!haha den he had to write his name wit his ass!haha so funny! igors so nice!! wanna go again and again and again!hahahaha!kim's mummy fetched me home!

after track stella came to my house to do de mask!my mask is out of shape!we drank baileys!stella drank more! i dun like it! and i haven done al my holidae hw yet! lets see..i gotta study my
-history
-lit
-math tuition work!(ALOT)
-many chinese ws
-1 maths test paper
-art
-ting xie
how to finish all by mondae?! HELP!!! im gonna flunk my tests!esp. MATHS! yucks!
guess wat!!! sph is just next week!!! so fast! -sick- 400 sux!



shut up

i'm back! half of de hols is gone!! im so bored now.still got alot of things to do!!!
-history
-art (mask)
-art(project thingy)
-pack my stuff
-do housework for my mum!

i wanna watch butterfly effect!there's trng tml!!! i havent been trng for so many daes already!din do de exercises dat i was supposed to do while i was on a holidae.i was sick for de whole trip.and de bloody thing came..wat a right time to come man.i hate de stopid sucurity and police dere!so irritating!im so bored!! where's my girlfren!!

so irritating!de race was cancelled last minute? just when i had de mood to run?eeyer!cause de response frm de other schools were not good.losers larh!hmph!newaes yesterdae went for de netball match!kc wonCHAMPIANSmans! 3 cheers for kc*quite a number of supporters went down.at least more den track?yeps.mr jega taught us a simple and nice song!hahas.we love you kc.we do we love you kc we do.we love you kc we do.OHH!kc we love you!* de song is lik stuck in my head!haha! after de thingy went to kfc for dinner den went home!and i changed my bedsheet myself!! so tiring!de comforter so hard to change!and i slept at 7.30 k!and woke up at 5.45 coz hafta be at school by 6.30 todae to do de singing thing.managed to get all de steps already but de thing was kinda screwed?we sang faster den de cd!haha yep de dance steps oso some wrong.haiyah nvm la wads done is done already.dats wad rena said.yeps quite dissapointed though!and some ppl in our class playing wit de devil board thing.duno wads wrong wit dem mans.hope dey will use deir big fat brain to think first and do wad is right!urrgh!

had trng in school todae cause it was raining very heavily den cannot fo vjc.we did gym todae,some skipping and some running in de hall!den went to eat kfc again.some smart person threw her dirty USED tissue into my drink dat i have not even touched?! mayb only drank a sip or so..so smart rites.i promise i will not sae dat its you stella! =p den went home! so tired!cant wait for tml!yippeee! up up and away! here i comeee!! =) i'll be gone for 5 days!cant use de com for 5 days!and cant go support dem for de race on sunday! girlfriend!u betta not slack for your 300m arhs!!! must do your best ks!
hope we'll win smth for de singing competition cause some ppl really put in effort!ks shall stop here! my phone is ringing!

guitar lessons rocks!all de songs de person play all so nice!!!todae he played de tears in heaven song!damn damn nice!=) just came back frm track!todae's trng quite short but damn tiring!we bought de top already!black one!but ms huang dun allow us to wear!x( not even for trng lorh!waste my money rites!why cannot wear!its a running topo lorh!and my spikes and spoilt already!time to get a new one!de nails oso botak already.thurs de invitation relays at serangoon?its some CHIJ ST TERESA'S CONVENT sports day.-_-" yep!and we not gonna run according to b div and c div ya knoe!all cham cham run together!b div sure damn damn fast one k!and i hope all de other ij schools not going!pray and hope mans!esp. ST NICS!haha not dat i dun like dem or wad. deir b div damn fast lorh!if dey running arh i dun even tink we need to run already!kk we can do it!its just a damn invitation. KC WON DAMAI TODAY! yay! BOK SUX.foreva screaming and acting lik a retard.ok fine he's already one. he must be damn paiseh dat his school lost!wahaha!good for him! KC gonna haf de finals tml!all of us gg down to support!! ehh jaiyou!!! +)+)+)=)=)=)

Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven.

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in Heaven
Would you help me stand if I saw you in Heaven
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in Heaven.

Time can bring you down; time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in Heaven.
Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven.
'Cause I know I don't belong, here in Heaven.
[so nice dis song!]

thurs cannot go school!got de competition!lik wat de hell.i cant really be bothered wit dis competition.no mood to run! all my mum's fault!she's just plain mean!she dun lik me buy dat adidas top!de white one for running one.de whole relay team is supposed to buy!but she dun wanna give me discount!urrghh! fine!den thurs is de singing compeition thing!i wanna go to school can!i wanna see de other classes perform too ya knoe!sucha wrong time to haf de competition!i'll be leaving on friday! hahaha so excited!but hav to wake up so early in de mornin!5.45 k!gotta be at de airport by 7!!but mummy sae she dun wanna let me shop dere! she dun wanna let me go shopping kaes!she sae i must use my own money!im broke!~where got money!dere's trng tml!i wanna do relays!4 by 1.hopefully he wun make us do 300m tml!!*fingers cross* i'll die man if he ask us to run de 300m intervals!i hate 300m!in fact i hate all events dat are more den a 100metres!so i should just not run at all.i can just go and die.k wateva.

when you don't have much to say
that's when i love you
i love you
just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
that's when i love you
i love you...endlessly
and when your mad cuz you lost a game
forget im waiting in the rain
baby i love you
i love you anyway
cuz heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cuz that's when i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love you
when i love you no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
cuz the movie made you cry
that's when i love you
i love you a little more each time
and when you get quiet match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when i love you
i love you more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
baby i love you
i love you anyway
cuz heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cuz that's when i love you
and nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love you
when i love you no matter what
that's when i love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when i love you
when i love you
no matter what

no matter what...>

im in school now! havin project work!! so boring! nth to do.later gonna watch rena dey all play!
den after dat going to kallang!dere's trng so early tml okies!!

*im sitting by de window
wishing you were here because de memories are not enough.
cant help but remember how u made me feel
dress my soul and make me whole and make my life complete!*

got violated by hairy today!notty hairy! trng was light todae!we were supposed to do 300m but thank god de tkgs girls had deir sports heats today!-phew- running 300 is a torture mans!hate it!todae during maths,suddenly heard dis girl crying damn bladdy loudly!my god.she was lik crying for so long and so loudly!duno wad she saying oso. but i was damn curious!!den dat mrs ooi go hug me today k!eee..she suddenly become so nice todae cos ms tan was watching her teach in class todae.de girl cried for lik almost 2 hrs?mrs leong very fierce!i tink she made her cry.i dun like her man! she's damn fat and every morning she'll scold her students and force dem to sing and all!what a bitch.

de competition yesterdae was fun!saw some "ppl'.yeps haha!saw 717.and many ppl larrh!saw valerie,daddy and meinu! and many others!why are we so pro? vs ppl were shouting and shouting sayin why are we so pro?i like deir school spirit.everybody so supportive but our school?lik shit.everyone cannot be bothered one.cedar won 4th! yay tasha!!-taps shoulder-proud of you!after de competition went to bedok to eat dinner den went to watch movie.reached home before 12.but was damn tired!slept straight away after bathing!and todae i woke up late!i cannot wake up late tml!!cannot cannot!cause im taking de 6.50 bus wit stephanie! oh! i saw meh meh todae at vjc.she runs very fast!for her relay,her team was de last lorh,den she forth runner.once her third runner pass de baton to her.she just chiong all de way to de end den got first.power ah? how i wish we can do dat for nationals.trash cedar=p

waiting for mummy to come back now!im so hungry!she's buyin mos for me!~yay!
good luck for de match tml netballers!i cant run for de all comers meet! i wun be in s'pore! and i wun be back till tues. den sat is sph already! so fast!
cant wait for de 17thofmarch!!! haha fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. i wanna watch de new horror movie!

lazy to blog yesterdae.so shall do it now.sat was okae.i tot 40 ova schools were takin part.thnx to mr tan i cant slp in peace de night before..scare me only!we missed gold by 0.3!we lost to cedar by 0.3secs! hmph!=( baton passing had some problem,so mr koh said dat took up 1 sec already!so wasted but nvm!will work harder for sph!-grinx- bathe after de race!de water so cold!everyone din bring soap and shampoo expect me!haha so equipt!haha den i got stuck in de damn toilet for so long! de lock lik cannot open!!and i was wrapped in towel only!den had to use my towel to pull de stupid thing! after so long den can open!den went to town to watch movie.saw melyssa's kuzz.suay suay watch same movie somemore he sat just behind me and stella.reached home bout 11 plus.was so sleepy!

todae after school,rushed straight home!coz mummy wanted me to go but stuff wit her.first we went to centre point, ate den went to de adidas to get smth.yea mummy bought her swimming costume.den went to heerans.waited for awhile for mummy to talk to rozi.den walked arnd.mummy was in a good mood so ask me if i wanted to buy shorts anot.den walk into flash and splash got so many ppl.den all de shorts all not nice so end up neva buy=( den went to orchard point.mummy bought 2 op shorts FOR HERSELF! wahaha! nth for me!den she went to talk to jet for awhile.so i waited and waited and waited and finally she's done!she talks alot yea!den went to juction8 to collect de stupid swatch watch.only left red and black so took black of cox.de watch sux larh but im still gonna wear it.haha kept eatin non stop todae coz of mummy.she's a glutton.haha eat and eat and eat only.den kept walkin and walkin.den took bus home!so tired!one whole day of shoppin and i din buy anything!sobs!and now mummys lik tryin on her clothes!

*you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
ou make me happy
wen skies are grey
u'll neva knoe dear
how much i love you
so pls dun take my sunshine away!=)*